Drained......

I'm having one of those days where it's the evening and I literally feel lifelessly drained!!!! Ahhhh! I'm thinking I'll definitely read one of those studies that's been done that says it's great for women to drink a glass of wine in the evening....that will justify! I'm having a 2 fold day. Most importantly my dearest stepmom whose been in my life forever....at least since I was 3 anyway....suffered a heart attack. I'm zapped about the whole thing. Freaked out...feeling the need to run for the second time today. Sad.....for her and for my sweet Dad. Nervous about what happens now......................lifeless is my word for me today like I said. I hate times like these b/c I want to just jump in the car and head over to the hospital. AND not that San Antonio is far b/c it's not but it's not like driving into Austin. I'm actually feeling like I want to drive there right now. I could drive by myself while my kids are in bed and listen to my music really loud and visit peacefully....but by the time I got there visiting hours would be over.......so there goes that thought.................

..............then there's the car which I briefly mentioned yesterday in my blog b/c I didn't feel like getting into it.......but hey here it goes b/c today it gets better. So like I said we played yesterday at Ready Set Play to sidetrack ourselves from the rain. As we're leaving we hear a sound from our car that sounds like someone hit us. I look over and see a lady dead staring at our car. So wondering what the heck happened I jump out of the car and see nothing......not sure what I was looking for.......but since we we're just around a bazillion kids my first thought was that we ran one over. WELL thank goodness we didn't. The lady yes who was dead staring........is still staring....says to me..."something fell out of your engine and started smoking." WHAT!!!!!!!!!!! We start looking under the car and everywhere wonder what the heck happened and don't see much of anything. I look over wanting to ask her a ton more questions and she's driving off. ARGH! I needed more details from my only witness! :) Anyway we found a few parts of our fan it looked like and figured the only thing to do was get home FAST! BLAH BLAH. Randy gets the part today which yes we needed a new fan b/c once disassembled we noticed that every fan blade on the fan had broken off. As a matter of fact there wasn't even evidence of any blades ever even existing! My dearest husband/mechanic came home early today new fan in tow. Wanting to be outside with Daddy Rylan insisted on riding his bike.

We headed out toward the mailbox. HMMMMMMMMMMM low and behold what's in there...........a FREAKING RECALL ON THE FAN!! You have to be kidding me. Body sticking out from under the car I proudly announce to him that there's a recall as he's bolting on the the last screw!!!! Thank you lord for answering our prayers!!! We'll now be putting $260 back into our wallet. What are the odds seriously???????

Like I said..........WHAT A DAY!

I'm off to self sooth! :)