Today was dreadful. I knew that however my mom answered the phone when I called would completely tell me everything. Hysterics on the other end. Exactly what I never ever ever wanted to hear.
Today was the day that they were to meet with Tim's main doctor who would report on what exactly is going on and what's to come. Basically his cancer has made a turn for the worse. First things first...a blood transfusion tomorrow to bring him back up to par then as soon as Friday or Monday back on a 2 maybe 3 drug aggresive chemo. There isn't any time to spare and if the chemo doesn't work a miracle his odds of making it through the summer are pretty slim.
I'm devastated, heartbroken, stomach knotted, unsure, scared, nervous, on the verge of hysterics myself if I let myself come to that. The only thing I knew for sure for my moms life was that she was finally settled and in a comfortable marriage that she loved and I was content knowing she was loved and cared for by a man that I truly love. Now I'm not so sure of those things and I don't particularly like doubt. I'm praying like no other. Please do the same.
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I'm so sorry Heather. I will hope and pray for the best.
oh no, oh no, oh no. i'm so sorry too.
That is beyond devastating! I will pray for him, your mom, and the family! Miracles happen through prayer and just remember that no one is given more than they can handle. It is hard to understand, but that is why it is called Faith! I love you!!!
I am sorry to hear about this!!! I will kepp you ALL in my prayers!!!!! HUGS!
Heather, I'm so sorry. I can't imagine how hard this must be for your family and to see your mom in such pain. We, too, will pray for your family.
We will keep your family in our prayers.
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